Lingua - Aftermath

A shade of light is flashing by the eyes as the lies are poring out
And with a stupid voice i try to explain this: how i failed
Increasing steps of conscience made by fear, i am running from it all
I hide away the things i learned to love for this

Everytime i'm there i fall down
(a side of me i can't face, a side of me i can't face)
This type of disgrace i curse
(a side of me i can't face, a side of me i can't face)
Living the way of life i know
(a side of me i can't face, a side of me i can't face)
To find a way to retreat from you
(a side of me i can't face, a side of me)

I'm not what you expected but at least i'm free from your know how's
Release, release me from myself to improve. improve habits
The way i am supposed to see you is gray shades of the way i hate you
All the wrongs i did in my life, i promise i did them for you

Everytime i'm there i fall down
(a side of me i can't face, a side of me i can't face)
This type of disgrace i curse
(a side of me i can't face, a side of me i can't face)
Living the way of life i know
(a side of me i can't face, a side of me i can't face)
To find a way to retreat from you
(a side of me i can't face, a side of me i can't face)
Hail to those who forgive themselves
For tearing down their near in fear